I finally got to be a part of this today. Finally ? Well yes, it’s been months that I’ve been trying to do this but there was always some­thing or the other. Un empê­che­ment ou l’autre. Even today , I was anxious to do this, je ne sais même pas pour­quoi ! But once I rea­ched inside the bon loo­king ever Saint-Ouen, I felt a strange sens of calm take over me. From the color chan­ging lights in the dis­tance to the little birds that went from one plant or branch to ano­ther making the other­wise still land­scape move. At first, the time felt like it had stop­ped, like it wasn’t moving and then sud­denly it moved so fast. I feel strange but I feel good. It’s a weird sen­ti­ment to explain. As I was get­ting into the bon, I tried to find a pur­pose to it, some­thing I needed to accom­plish but I guess the pur­pose was to simply let myself be.